be patient...^^

most of the times when i write here im afraid of regret in the future besides of knowing tht i can change it, i prevent to let u read sthg tht perhaps i could make u feel more depressd......

whn i start wrtting its coz im sad but i dunno how i can always finish it in BABY I LUV U!!!! crying wf a smile in the end (^-^)/

despite this i know tht im not very patient, the reason to cry is my own fault....im desperate!!! i really miss u a lot...!! i CANNOT control myslf!!!!! i need help, ur help.....

hve u ever thought tht ill really miss u ?? mybe u took it like a joke, i really want u to know tht wt i feel is truth, either myslf cant believe tht id luv u just by msn!!!!i cnt tell lies to myslf!!im really thinking of u most of the time......whn im on bed ... looking throught the dark, wishing a day wf u........w8ing for the morning,.another day w/o u........

im learning how to be patient!!!how to stay quiet, how to make myslf belive sthg unreal.....sthg tht perhaps i wont b alive to see it..........i dnt wanna finish it wf another i luv u, however thts impossible!!!

I U BB!!

那么爱你为什么...

每晚睡前我都会告诉自己我是爱你的, 无论我今天认识了什么朋友,无论谁对好还

是爱我, 我都不会理。。。其实我是害怕，怕他们和你一样会hurt我。
真的！我刚刚在daddy的msn见到你on,我好心痛但是我可以做什么？？至少我现在

知道你有看过我的留言，对我来说已经足够。。。当我一见到你on的时候，我心

好乱。。。什么都想不到。。。只能够告诉你：

“睇黎~你真系有听我讲,block左啊妹
我太天真啦，以为你系忙先唔on
我知你忙,你都唔想同我讲野
算啦~系我蠢不过我觉得值咪得咯系唔系??
其实我都知我好烦架~对唔住啊
你block我都系因为唔想同我讲野姐~我点解仲要烦你喔?
sry我都系无意中睇到daddy个msn见到你on....心痛姐
我唔再烦你啦”

其实我心有几痛你不会知道，那么爱你又为什么呢？？
但是我没有后悔过还没有想过放弃。。。
做人真难，为了死而生，为了痛而爱

希望你相信我，无论我几心痛，几不开心都好，我永远都会等你，爱你。。。

i dnt know wt can i say...

i dnt know wt can i say! ......

thts wt u always say, and each time i feel really dissapointed.......staring at the mon, w8ing for wt u r gonna say dnt knowing tht in the end i w8d for nth.....or maybe an "i go now, i go to sleep or ill do revision"

u dnt want to talk to me....i know but at least u can try to make me feel better cant u!??

just to remind u tht i hav feelings too, im w8ng 4 u.....

plz be on.....can u??