so lame..

今日我想写的......是因为我开始觉得....害怕...

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baby...可以帮帮我吗?....

我想知道.......为什么我有......这种感觉.?...

从我认识了她之后.....我找到.....这种感觉........

再一次......感觉得到.....

我都不知道....是什么感觉...

所以我害怕....我不会是爱上了她啦吧!??!

还是.....我没有爱baby你?......

不可能!!!!....我肯定我爱baby...

那......我不会....是爱上了她吧?!?!!......

OMG!....我.........NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

我不可以这样做的!!!!!...

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.................breath,....

anything is gonna be fine!!!....im sure.....pretty sure...

T.T im really confused....

now...lets see... shes not pretty, not intelligent, nothing of her atracts me!....but.. why am i like this!?...i think tht im confusing friendships wf luv.......so, i like her a lot! coz shes chinese maybe... and then?!... nothing more....i cant really stand being confused like this!!!!!! god!!!

should i pray?! pray for hope?!.....things...will be sortd out! ... yea.....,i will!!! so ...just stay calmd....

keep ur mind white! empty!!!!........keep .... ur baby on mind!

yeah... it works !!! xD

gosh..... i only love my baby!!!!