well it's been 8 months 
since u passed away
how have u been up to there?


these days i've thought of  
lots of things 
can't stop'em


which is like that

the one who appreciated to 
the people who were mean to her 
hasn't been able to 
survive in this bloody world


on the other hand 


the one who strongly resented to 
those people have been here 
since she was gone


unfair 


too unfair 


more than plenty of fuckin' 
ugly feelings often still 
come up to my heart


they reminds me 
wot has happened to me 
nd 
they still carry the tears on my eyes 


weakness is not illegal or 
that doesn't mean 
u shouldn't live this world either 


sometimes i wonder how long
do i have to keep dealing  with 'em?


even though i've already got mine


i need to give'er my full attention 
right? my sweetie?
nd i know that's all wot i can do for u
and also 
that's all wot i'd like to do for u


i think i would've hated this world
would've given up breathing 
if u didn't tell me u'd liked to c me
i'm gonna try hard to 
make u smile all the time


well the time's come to move on

i'm never gonna mention'bou cha
not sad or sorry either
i'm doing alright and gonna be ok
cause 
i've got the one who i call my own


the last words 4u
ok then
c u when c u


lots of love 
kim