I miss my job, my work, my co-workers, and everyone at work that I’ve met.
Wordpress just sent and reminded me an anniversary for 11 years. It’s been that long? Even tho right now I’m only using it to follow and read others’ writings.
I used to write something, but not on Wordpress. I used to use Ameblo a lot. 
I don’t know why but I had a sudden stress last night.
Something is lingering inside me that I can’t settle down. 
I had weird dreams about a boy who used to have a crush on me during my elementary school for 2 nights straight. I’m wondering how’s he doing now. How’s he look?. Does he have a good job? Did he follow his dad and succeed his legacy? Or did he choose a different path of career? Well, I have to admit that he was kinda cute and cool that time. He’s tall just like his dad. By the time I know that he used to like me, it’s too late. I guess he’s not into me anymore, because later during first year of high school he got a girlfriend. 
It does feel good when there’s someone interested on you I guess?!
Anyways, back to the present. Now I’m just sitting at home doing nothing. Not even going outside except making an important grocery shopping trip, which is barely.
The U.S. is dying everyday. People still going out like nothing happened. I wanted to visit my homeland; however, my company announced oversea travel restrictions to employees. It’s ok. I’ll just stay home then. Waiting for the gov handing as little as possible $$$ every week. At least I’m not dying from starving, or even worse - Corona virus.
I woke up early this morning and had a short jog to the garden to pick some roses. I enjoyed it, the bath with my handpicked roses, epsom salt and almond oil.
That really did relief me from stress.
Staying at home all the time, reading and playing on my phone. Sounds like I’m in heaven huh? But still give me a bit stress.
I hope doctors and scientists can find the vaccine asap. 
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