Nowadays, I noticed that my personality and my emotions is changing since I entered at the age of 20.
What I mean is that, my puppy love feeling or should I say "kilig moments" are totally gone. I'm in love with this person but for some strange reason it changed. It's not that he like someone else, it's just.. well.. everytime I see him, talk to him, and being with him, my kilig moments are gone. It's like, I'm acting just normal. And to tell you the truth, I really don't care who he likes or something.
Well, not only him but also others.. Even one of my friends got problems about having a child at the early age, it's like.. I don't care anymore.
And even I get sick, I don't even care if I get well or not.. I dunno..
Maybe because I got hurt so many times already that my heart is saying that I'll stop having lovey-dovey feelings because I know I'll get hurt at the end. But in my mind I still care for my friends and my family.
*sigh* I really am changing...
I just don't want to get hurt again and again.. I'm so fed up..
P.S. For your information you guys.. I'm not being EMO! (-____-)"
What I mean is that, my puppy love feeling or should I say "kilig moments" are totally gone. I'm in love with this person but for some strange reason it changed. It's not that he like someone else, it's just.. well.. everytime I see him, talk to him, and being with him, my kilig moments are gone. It's like, I'm acting just normal. And to tell you the truth, I really don't care who he likes or something.
Well, not only him but also others.. Even one of my friends got problems about having a child at the early age, it's like.. I don't care anymore.
And even I get sick, I don't even care if I get well or not.. I dunno..
Maybe because I got hurt so many times already that my heart is saying that I'll stop having lovey-dovey feelings because I know I'll get hurt at the end. But in my mind I still care for my friends and my family.
*sigh* I really am changing...
I just don't want to get hurt again and again.. I'm so fed up..
P.S. For your information you guys.. I'm not being EMO! (-____-)"