Hello everyone! I'm finally back with more updates of what's going on with my life. I know I haven't been active lately, but there is just so much going on right now. Life is hard when your going to the same school as your bullies do, and they look at you and laugh together, that's just something that gets me down a lot, I mean, I can't even sleep on my way to school in the bus anymore, cause I just have to keep myself awake because I know that the bullies will sit close near me and mentally bring me down, they even take photos of me, that's why I'm always so careful when I'm around them, and it really gets to me.
So yeah, a lot of crap...
So I have to go to a specialist to keep my thoughts down and keep me safe, I have a lot of thoughts everyday, some good and some really scary. You probably know what I mean, so I don't have to go into details. It kind of helps me to go to the specialist to talk out and tell my feelings even though it's really hard for me.
The only good thing is that I've got one really good friend in my class which knows to my problems during school, and she understands because she have suffered a lot of the same things, we just understand each other so well, so we will always support each other in the hard times.
Also my boyfriend helps me out from time to time, he always makes me laugh of his stupid jokes and games, but I really enjoy being with him, if I didn't have him and my friend by my side at the moment, I think I wouldn't be here today at all.
So yeah, it's going the right way for me, but there is still a long way to go, even though this school year is almost over and we all have to seperate, the damage to my mind and body will still be there...forever..
Thanks so much for listening and sorry for not being active so much.
Talk to you next time.
So yeah, a lot of crap...
So I have to go to a specialist to keep my thoughts down and keep me safe, I have a lot of thoughts everyday, some good and some really scary. You probably know what I mean, so I don't have to go into details. It kind of helps me to go to the specialist to talk out and tell my feelings even though it's really hard for me.
The only good thing is that I've got one really good friend in my class which knows to my problems during school, and she understands because she have suffered a lot of the same things, we just understand each other so well, so we will always support each other in the hard times.
Also my boyfriend helps me out from time to time, he always makes me laugh of his stupid jokes and games, but I really enjoy being with him, if I didn't have him and my friend by my side at the moment, I think I wouldn't be here today at all.
So yeah, it's going the right way for me, but there is still a long way to go, even though this school year is almost over and we all have to seperate, the damage to my mind and body will still be there...forever..
Thanks so much for listening and sorry for not being active so much.
Talk to you next time.