今日のブログは英語で書きますので、ごめんね(ノω・、)
やっぱり、日本語は難しいから、自分の伝いたいこととか、気持ちとか、英語でもっと書きやすいからねwww
うん、まぁ~なんだろう
最近のうちはいろいろを考えだね( ・(ェ)・)
うちは、やっぱり大人になる事がすきじゃないなぁ。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。
i miss the times when i can just fall in love with whoever i like...
not to care about how the other people think...especially my parents...
not to care about the future...the responsibilities... the realistic factors...etc
i miss how freely the chlidish love was...
whereas now... i can't juss be with the person i wanted to be
too many things that i have to considerate...
is he reponsible enough
can he support a famliy
am i going to get along with his family
is he going to be getting along with my famliy
is he responsibale enough
can i see a future with him
will he be a good partner to be with when it comes down of a long term relationship...
etc...
TOO many considerations...TOO many concerns
and in the end...
the feelin or the love becomes the 2nd priority
i really miss how free i used to be
to LOVE... or TO BE loved...
oh god...i fukin' hate growin up



なんか、1ヶ月で…早くない??

















