I dont need friends,
in my situation, friends do not help in anything, they just bother you to the depths of hell.
When i ask questions they dont know,
when they ask questions, i know, i reply i dont know and they give me the WTF YOU WILL SURELY KNOW look
LIKE SOMEONE LIKE YUNYAN.
I dont give a dahm about her.
nor do i care if she reads this,
i dont bother if we fall out
because she has 0 influence.
she dies, i sigh and get over it.
I DONT FREAKING CARE

JUST STOP ASKING QUESTIONS

I WANT TO BE ALONE

I DONT NEED YOUR CARE
BECAUSE ITS NOT CARE AT ALL
ITS TROUBLES AND STUFF

why cant friends be friends to me?
can't they just believe me?
I dont need anyone to care.
your care is nothing but useless.

I have exams tomorrow
and all u do is go out and ask me along, piss me off and walk away(when you thought it was fun)
I'm a spoilsport,
i dont like many people around me
I just want to be alone, in my seat, thinking about my troubles
figuring ways to solve them

OK NEXT :
Yun Yan, stop thinking that you are smart, cause ur not, your learning capabilities is poor, your attitude is bad, and you dont think about stuff, when theres a problem, you will blame it on others, you wont admit ur mistakes, all you do is act as if you are smart, you dont listen, your drawing is not very nice, anime is not that un-proportionate, you only draw females and you suck at it, you attempt to draw chibi, but u fail, i draw proportionately, you not happy and rant at how ugly my drawings are. When i drew a human(based on real humans) you tell me to draw real stuff instead(wtf)

Denise, you cant deceive people, you are smarter and more knowing than you act out, dont doubt my observations, I'm born an observer, and you are mocking people who score lower than you by keep on saying that you will score very low when you actually turn out to be very high. Your attitude, is at 45 degrees opposite of yunyan, you think, but u act as if you dont, if i say this, you understand, but you dont show that you understand.

Farhana, Stop being so gullible, one you graduate to the society, you will be the first to fall. Change, dont just listen, work, work work, take a break and rest, and get back to stuff. Social and work are both crucial, but you neglect some of them. change.

Amitayus, so far, you are a good listener, a fun person and stands out in terms of social attitude out of the 4 i mentioned, kepp it up, you are a good friend, you understand people, but still, learn to be gentle, you are a guy, you wont survive for long in the society, if you continue to be so rough, change to a gentleman, if possible, then you will be fine.

Hensley, you bias person, your group make noise you laugh along, but i understand why, i've realised in your position that you will tend to soften in your group, and as a monitor, you are facing unneeded stress, and stop that, you need no more stress, just let go, and think what the others will think of you, and rumors are that you are giving notes to yong jie about him, if its you, stop it, people suspected you already, so do not continue, but i trust that its not you, but another person who acts like you, try to clear the misunderstanding.

Myself, I do realise that i am not in a position to judge a person like this, I myself is a person with many flaws, I am not sociable, i am a trigger happy. but then, i've learnt to keep stuff to myself, no matter what you do, i will not judge you infront of you, or behind your back, but i will judge you in my mind. Trust my observations, as there is nowhere in the class that has a clearer view than at the back of the class.
Time for positive thoughts : You are a thinker, you are observant, you have high learning capabilities(proved), but you have lousy studying attitude, as marked by certain teachers, you think on both sides, you think around a ball, not on a single surface, a ball, to be is shown as an unlimited surface, with unlimited space for improvement, and you are one.

I now have 2 active blog counts, Livejournal and Ameba...
Alex, Daisuke's dog, just passed away this afternoon...
DA's gonna cry for the entire week,
Don't cry, you still have Einstein, Johann and Blanket...

I went to school all happy until then did i realise that my phone cant cal in call out, smsin sms out.
AND ITS MY FAULT
made me guilty for the whole day,
I had to hide all my feelings
I feel guilty, wondering what did i do
THen i reached home after 12 hours of irritation
GRANDMA, GO SHIT!
I talking to my mum about my phone line she keep on interupting and talk about the snakes that bit one of her friend's grandchild, go shit lah, who cares about them! I talking about serious stuff then she keep on talking.

My mum even worse, I call her in the morning to tell her abou the stuff, she just do nothing, my dad doesn't care and continue playing his games.

IT IS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT
I DIDNT CLICK ON ANYTHING AND THE BILL SAYS I'VE BEEN USING THE FUCKING BROADBAND FOR 12 FUCKING DAYS! I CLICKED ON NOTHING AND THEY SEND BILL LIKE THAT, NOW I HAVE TO FUCKING EXPLAIN MYSELF BECAUSE I DID NOTHING WRONG AND I HAVE TO "ADMIT" THAT I DID WRONG, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS FUCKING WORLD. FUCKING HOMEWORK FUCKING STRESS
I DONT EVEN GET A FUCKING DAY OFF!
COME ON! GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!
CANT I EVEN FUCKING TAKE A BREAK.
IM NOT A ROBOT.
I'M JUST A STUDENT WHICH CANT EVEN RELAX.
I HAVE TO FACE ALL THIS FUCKING SHIT.
I WANNA QUIT EVERY FUCKING THING AND FUCKING DIE.
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!