I'm suuuuuuuper dread tired.
Thank goodness I did quite well for today. (´0ﾉ｀*)
Anyway,recently I've been feeling so updowninoutlostcluelessmiserableblah.
I don't know what I'm talking about,but,yea...
This is how I feel right now.
It's really horrible.
REALLY....
This sucks.
Sometimes I wonder why am I living in such harsh reality.
All the contradictions.
URGH.
I hate it so much.
It's so difficult to tell myself not to hate/loathe anything or anyone.
Really hard for me.
I'm not an emo kid alright.
Prolly this is the other half of the real me.
The evil half?
HAHA.
I don't like to put up a fake front and go 'HeeHeeHaHaHoHo!' all day long.
I just wish that I could just let all my feelings out,and not looking all happy yet feeling extremely horrible inside.
It's just not what I want.
Yes,I can whine and rant all day long.
But actually,I'm feeling so bad that no words can actually describe it.
HOW?!
Tell me how exactly can I let go all these silly stupid things inside me and feel better?
I had enough already.
Really enough.
Harsh reality.
Mediocre humanity.
Full of contradictions and hypocrisy.
RARGH.
Sickening.
Makes me sick when I think of all these things.
What's more....?
What's the big deal with them coming back?
Is it such a big thing?
ホントにわからない。
ぜんぜんわからない。
I REALLY DON'T CARE!
If it's gonna be hell,so be it!
I don't give a damn!
RARGH!!
人間って．．．何？
Well,oh well....
Maybe only writing how I feel will make me feel much much better.
Because not a lot of people reading anyway. *sobs*
Or probably I should do voodoo?
Black magic??
I miss those days when I'm actually into 'em.
Uh huh...I cursed people....BADLY.
Not very nice person to mess with here.
I'm a very nice person,just that,you have to know the limit.
Push the button and you'll be gone the next minute. =D
VERY NICE.
And did I tell you I saw 健ちゃん yesterday?
It's been ages since I last saw him.
He didn't change much.
Wow.
That's pretty awesome.
Fate?
HAHAHAHA.
So funny.
And the movie 'The Leap Years' is still in my mind.
I can't get it off my mind cause I actually cried while watching.
So you see,how much impact it has on me.
WOW.
I really like the movie a lot.
So niiiiiiiiiicccceee.
Okay.
Work tomorrow.
Hanging out tomorrow.
Off on Friday.YAY.
CIAO~