疲れたぁ～
I'm dread.
I should've stayed home in the afternoon.
But NO...
I went out with my mum.
Did some stuffs at Shenton Way.
Headed down to VivoCity.
WOW.
I didn't do much anyway...
Just wander around.
The match just now...
FUNNY!!
2 red cards.
WOW.
And then a bunch of buggers sat right in front of the TV.
MOUNTAIN TORTOISES.
Wait...I think there was only one.
I don't know.
Boggarts.
I'm exhausted.
2 more days till the start of Year 2!
And I don't like it when my sister starts nagging.
SHEESH.
I so hate it.
Frankly speaking,I don't even wanna be here in the first place.
So I don't give a freaking damn on how much my friends are earning doing their part-time jobs.
Cause I'm happy with what I'm doing,and I'm doing it fine even though it's not paying me a lot.
Just curse me for having a Dad not getting a freaking job and ease my load for school fees and stuffs.
I'm so pissed right now.
I can just go rot and die isn't it?
Or perhaps stop school and not do anything.
Just rot at home and be like some people I don't wish to name.
This is not what I even wanted.
I just had to put up with it cause of financial problems.
If not,I won't even be here.
I'll prolly be in Japan or somewhere else in the world and NOT HERE.
I don't wish to pretend that nothing's wrong.
EVERYTHING IS SO WRONG.
I just don't wanna say it all out.
I can't even say anything in the first place.
I don't have the right to do so cause I'm the youngest,the most stupid,the most useless,good for nothing.
I have blame myself too.
I'm stupid to not further my studies in music.
Maybe I'll be much happier if I did.
Or maybe if I did sports management?
I don't know.
It's not that I'm not satisfied with what I'm doing now.
They just made me feel sick and tired of it.
Thus,I feel like giving up.
So I don't give a freaking damn right now.
I'll just go on with life like that.
I'll just have to deal with whatever comes by and start hell.
HAH.
My Dad can ruin my life just like that too.....
And it sucks.
This is so lengthy.
Pardon me.
I don't like to be emo either.
I just don't have a choice.
I don't like cursing and swearing either.
IT'S BAD!
Cause what can come out from my mouth is beyond imagination.
WOW.
URGHHHH!
CIAO~!