I cant go to the saint martins cos there is no subject that i want.
so i found london fashion college hav a subject that i want.
its fashion manegement or fashion marketing.
actually, my mum, she may not recomend me to go there.
i don know, i hav to go on my way but so difficult.
i don want to miss this chance,,,,,,,,,,,just i made sure what i want to do in my future.
and ive been thinking a lot about cost, my life, whether its suitbale or not.
im so afraid of saying that i want to do for my mum.
and if i study fashion, it might be hard to find the job.
now, my dream is hav a own shop which i imported some clothing as a buyer and owner.
of cause i cant guess whats going on in my future. there is no evidence to having a risk.
ummmmmmmmm......fastly,i convince my parents of it.and also, i need to talk my future partner.
i was so happy with staying here but it was changed suddenly.
maybe this is the trial of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, i will smorking now, im happy with that:)!!!!!
its been a long time to see my family and my friends its been really exciteing!!!
i hope i havn put weight so much....cos summer is coming soon!! NO! already came....in JAPANNNNNNNNNN!!!!