The thing about being in a relatively young relationship is that nothing is ever stable. You're either sighing and writing romantic novels, or you're in the fetal position on the floor crying away all of the makeup you hide behind. Or in a frozen stairwell. Or you're throwing books at the door and scratching at your wrists. It's not pleasant. Because young relationships contain all kinds of miscommunications and unfulfilled expectations, you have to wait an eternity for things to work themselves out.
Sometimes they do.
Sometimes they don't.
say la la la la la la
say la la la la la la
Anh đôi khi em muốn anh cười
Bên em đi trong chiều buông nắng
Đưa em dạo qua phố đông
Anh đôi khi em muốn đi xe đạp trong công viên nhiều màu xanh
Cuộc đời là những bức tranh lặng nhìn để em vẽ anh
what makes you think he's gonna be any different from others?
stop being so innocent.
And I hope I can get over the fact that he hurt me and move on with my life so I can restore my faith in relationships once again. It always breaks down and builds back up again, and I've done it over and over. That's how I know it will be okay.
these pics were taken in the fitting rooms of Forever 21 & Victoria's Secret.
Im so in love with leopard print & sequin lately.. or anything that blings.
I tried on a few things but ended up buying none
since I'm on a ban
(no shoes, clothes, accessories, electronics shopping.)
with 1 exception: "i can buy gifts for ppl"
midterm again this Thursday
means.. another sleepless Wednesday night
ugh
how come i never study if its not the last minute?
there must be sth wrong with me
im not normal
im absolutely abnormal
"May the rain
wash away your worries
May the breeze
blow new strength into your being
May you walk
gently through the world and know
its beauty all the days of your life."
— Apache Blessing
it rains today
for the 1st time in a long time
the rain used to make me so happy & full inside
I'd think about the grey weather & smile
(My little secret. My little ritual. Unshareable.)
now don't know why I ever stopped doing that
or when exactly
I just know that as I opened my umbrella
there was nothing I wanted to do
more than throw the umbrella away
throw my arms into the heavy sky
& spin in circles right there in the middle of everything
Today, the rain makes me feel so old that I feel young.
And awake.
let's end this entry wth some pics from a few days ago