Sorry, there's a bit of Tagalog here, but I had to let it out.
Gusto ko nang maglayas. Takte, hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Last day na ito ng 2008, parang wala lang. Wala na rin akong pera, and yung natitira talaga para sa order kong chuva. Tungkol sa paglalayas, kasi hindi ko na ma-take yung drama dito sa bahay. I don't feel free, parang nasasakal ako ng kung ano mang bagay na hindi ko naman nakikita. Hirap din ako sa paglalabas ng emotions ko. Wala akong makausap about my real feelings towards my family.
Anyway, I'm going to light prosperity candles tonight. That'll be my first entry for the comm! Puahahaha, scheduled?
Here's the Sam
picture I scanned from the pamphlet. It's the only picture of him there, otherwise I'll be scanning the unnecessary stuff like the food, stores and textboxes.
Last Monday, I gatecrashed a party. I felt that it would be so shameful if I didn't bring anything, so I brought YamaBu-rownies. There were four teams, the pink team, green team, yellow team and orange team, and I belonged to the pink team. I joined in the games, and I can't remember the last time I participated in a game where I don't actually know my group mates. One of my group mates was this CUTE, YOUNG GUITARIST who wore a pink polo shirt. XD And ugh, he calls me "Ate" (NOONA in Korean if you know or ONEESAN in Japanese)!!!! Why ate? Is that because he's YOUNGER than me? But there's this female group mate too aged 16 who looks older than me. He's 17, a little taller than me, cute, has thick eyebrows, cute nose, fair-skinned and he's got small teeth. Hahaha, in short, CUTE DONGSAENG! He was seated beside me, and oh, it's good I sprayed on cologne before going there (HAHAHAHA JOKE!) Then, he left, maybe he was thinking that I wasn't comfortable. NOT! Was tempted to ask, "why hallo thar, do you want to play with me?" XDDDD
There. He came back, he talked to my friend (they know each other) and after a while, he left again. ARGH. I feel so creepy because he left. XD I feel such a pedo too, but yanno, younger boys are cuter and most of them like the stuff I like, but OLDER BOYS HAVE MONEY.
Oh you high school boys, just you wait.