ナレナレ。
今週末に新たに増えた息子を含め、家族を迎えに行く。
妻が入院して家族がバラバラに暮らす事になった当初は仕事や生活、娘の事でこの先どうしようかと、まだ起こってもいない問題に不安になり途方に暮れていたが、いざ問題をそれぞれ無事に乗り越えまた家族と暮らすとなると、たかだか約3ヶ月間の一人暮らしにすっかり慣れてしまった身には、新たな生活はそれはそれで不安になったりする。
慣れって怖いものだ。
まだまだ新しい事に挑戦していきたいと思ってはいるが、その為の障害は自分の中にあるのだな。としみじみ実感。
14January tweet
0131
@SamChiba: I done some house work. My family ate three tastes ramen that bought at guam.
0130
@SamChiba: I fixed my bass guitar.
0129
@SamChiba: I played my son. Who look like enjoyed.
0128
@SamChiba: I slept short time with my son in this morning. Baby is perfectly cute.
0127
My daughter went to the pre school for the first time in several months. I made two hiroshima style okonomiyaki.
0126
@SamChiba: I made fried rice with takana for lunch.
0125
@SamChiba: I collected my family this morning. We started life toghter again.
0124
@SamChiba: The train I'm on has stopping.
@SamChiba: I had left home before sunrise. I have finished work. I'll go to my parents home.
0123
@SamChiba: I did format hard disk for matsu. And re-install data and check.
0122
@SamChiba: The program that 3 pice folk group was dlayed 3 hours. I couldn't attended farewell party for Hosokawa.
@SamChiba: I have been felt It's just commercial poroduct.Those are not real music.
0121
I have red comics that the strike out giant till 6.
0120
I fixed my computer that was frequency freeze. I tryed safety boot.
0119
I returned from wife's parents home. And cleaned living room.
0118
I bought several coroquette and cutlet for wife's home. I met my family for the first time in a week.
0117
I attend and bring in last [Sing with japanese].
0116
I made a bowl of miso soup for the first time in several years.
0115
I attended a couse of new accounting system.
0114
@SamChiba: Today was afternoon attended to the office. I cleaned the home this morning.
0113
@SamChiba: Recently I have felt I want to take a photo with usually town.
0112
@SamChiba: I have came Mintei and ordered ra-chan.It's so great!
@SamChiba: I get up Shimokitazawa.
@SamChiba: I bought a box of cigaret for the first time in this year.
0111
@SamChiba: I took my daugter to home that my wife's parents. I met my son. He become fat in few days. #endiary
0110
@SamChiba: I met my family and took a lunch at Shinyuri. We went to the hospital. I took my daughter to home.
0109
@SamChiba: I bought some comics and a jeans at shibuya.
0108
@SamChiba: I ate ramen set at kairikiya with co'worker Oguro for lunch.
0107
@SamChiba: I cleaned my home. After I'll go to Shinjyuku for a new year party.
0106
@SamChiba: My family left my parents home. We went to the hospital. After we used desert tickets.
0105
@SamChiba: My family has came my parents home.
0104
@SamChiba: My family went to shrine near the wife's parents home for new year visit.
0103
@SamChiba: I walked my daughter aroud near junior school.
0102
@SamChiba: I brought in a up light pf in this morning. After I have came in my wife's parents home. I had met my family since about two weeks.
0101
@SamChiba: I returned to home at 9 o'clock. I took shower and ate a cup ramen. After I slept until 9 o'clock.