My last blog entry was written so long time ago... Incredible! A lot of things happened, so many stories could be shared here but somehow I didn't...
But I decided to write my blog again and soon I'll have a lot of new stories to tell! Coz one of my dreams will come truth soon so I'll share my emotions about it Let's enjoy last day of the weekend
hmmm I have many dreams... some of them are big some are not One of my dreams became real Before that day I thought that it's impossible but 6 month ago... magic happened and bang! my dream become real I waited half year.... I was in euphoria.... so happy... so excited because day x was coming but with my happiness and euphoria... at valley of my heart there was little fear of what will happen and some days ago X day came.... I expected that it'll make me happy and yes one part of me is happy now but it was like hmmmm I don't know.... it's difficult to explain but maybe If I imagine my dream as glass with magic drink so I got that glass into my hand I saw it.. smelled.... I felt me happy but right before drink it somebody put there some poison and then I thought.... should I drink it? or give up? but I don't give up! my dreams are not to give up! so...drunk it.... but there was fear.... fear of death maybe... this fear didn't let me to enjoy my dream to feel happiness then I after it I stayed alife and I got my dream but there is not full happiness right now I feel something like black hole in my soul.... just nothing... empty? yes! emptiness is a right word
ah... I should stop maybe tomorrow I'll think that it's miserable to write it here but today it will be here why not?
P.S I just wish people to be a little more tolerant towards another sometimes what is not important for you could be really important for another person it's so easy to hurt but it's almost impossible to cure and forget.... even with time there will be emptiness hiden with another feelings but it won't dissapear
and just before go
all of you... people on this planet or better in universe!
From bottom of my heart I wish that your good dreams will become truth and you will be really happy
