D'espairsRay is disbanded....
This was first band which I love with all my heart.
They changed my life.
Their music was my strenght.
I know that I still have their music...
But thinking about that I will never again see and hear them live is hurt me.
Life is diffrent now...
And I feel empty now
I know that was hard to decide about that..
I knoe that they need more time...
But I can't do anything with that I want to cry all time.
First time I feel something like that.
I had hope that I'll read soon information about "big cme back on stage"...
... and I read something total diffrent.
I still love them, and I hope that Hizumi will be fine soon.
And I believe in reactivation.
I believe that someday will come day for celebration!
But now I'm only sad
I have to accept it.
Life sitll goes on
I'll be miss you!
