need somebody to listen to me...
i'm so much shocked every time smb of my friend is gonna get married.
dunno, we're al so young and.. well maybe that's just i'm the one who cares more about different projects, and career, and organizing partys and festivals, also about travels and so on and so on
maybe i just still didn't meet that person who can make me start thinking 'bout family...
talking about that gir, who informed me about her marriage today.
she' s my best friend, and i kinda expected such news, cause she lived with her bf for well.. half of a year is not that long period, but i know her enough and i could tell, that soon they will.
but they marry cause she's pregnant. oh my.
i'd like to comment on that, but can't find suitable words.
so she's so busy with different kinda analyses and that stuff that can't find even a lil bit of time to pay attention to her own marriage
and actually, there's no time...
a marriage (ok, i mean that "true" marriage with limo car and all of the relatives invited, and a dress, a party etc... boring yeah, but seems like no one can do without all that stuff) takes about a half of year to organize, that's what i know for sure.. yep, as an organizer.
look like her parents and i will have to organize that event.
i just hope she won't change much after marriage and baby's birth,
she's one of that several ppl who know me almost for the whole life.
i really want my friend to be happy, but at the same time don't wanna lose anyone of them
is that jealousy? ok, nobody told that new family means losing old contcts and links
but the possibility is high
and
i'm afraid of it..
that's stupid, i know
but still
as well as afraid of one more proof that time is running fast
ok, no more sad talks, k...
i'm so much shocked every time smb of my friend is gonna get married.
dunno, we're al so young and.. well maybe that's just i'm the one who cares more about different projects, and career, and organizing partys and festivals, also about travels and so on and so on
maybe i just still didn't meet that person who can make me start thinking 'bout family...
talking about that gir, who informed me about her marriage today.
she' s my best friend, and i kinda expected such news, cause she lived with her bf for well.. half of a year is not that long period, but i know her enough and i could tell, that soon they will.
but they marry cause she's pregnant. oh my.
i'd like to comment on that, but can't find suitable words.
so she's so busy with different kinda analyses and that stuff that can't find even a lil bit of time to pay attention to her own marriage
and actually, there's no time...
a marriage (ok, i mean that "true" marriage with limo car and all of the relatives invited, and a dress, a party etc... boring yeah, but seems like no one can do without all that stuff) takes about a half of year to organize, that's what i know for sure.. yep, as an organizer.
look like her parents and i will have to organize that event.
i just hope she won't change much after marriage and baby's birth,
she's one of that several ppl who know me almost for the whole life.
i really want my friend to be happy, but at the same time don't wanna lose anyone of them
is that jealousy? ok, nobody told that new family means losing old contcts and links
but the possibility is high
and
i'm afraid of it..
that's stupid, i know
but still
as well as afraid of one more proof that time is running fast
ok, no more sad talks, k...