amazing

Our confirmation camp. It really was amazing

I don't believe in god too much, and I still don't. But something has changed.

I can't describe our camp in words. We woke up early and didn't sleep much. The food was good, the scenery was beautiful and the weather was not too bad tough it rained... but the most amazing thing was the people.

Everyone was so kind! I was all surprised, when we hugged each other every evening. And everyone hugged so tightly (・ω・)/

I was deeply touched, when everyone said that the song I made was good. Yup, Roosa wrote lyrics and I did a song and played it on piano while the other girls were singing. I nearly cried when we were judged and one of the leaders said "You shall pass!" all the time. I got some special sweets for my hard work ☆

It's boring to be at home, I want to do something! I overslept today and took a nap after eating something. Mum was a tyrant again and we went to town... we needed to buy tablecloth, some color for my hair and things like that. I'm going to be a brunet again the red one suits me better.

I can't wait for the school to begin. I suffer from begin at home. I need something to do. Oh, and I heard that I can't get my sewing machine for next week ！(´Д｀；)

I feel happy and frustrated at the same time. Maybe I should go sleep... but first I must write! My computer is forcing me to write.

Btw, Alice nine's Senkou PV is amazing. I fell in love.

- ilona -

what a relief

Tomorrow is the confirmation camp. My things are packed and I'm excited (｡・ε・｡)

Today I went to town with my mum. We were searching for thin shirts and shorts. I got four shirts, but we didn't find good shorts. I bought some candy for next week.

My doctor called. She said that I can go get my recipe immediately and with that I got my new medicine... I'm so happy! I don't have to go to see her (but she's still nice). Now I have two boxes in my shelf, and twelve tablets in my bag for the camp. The third box is on it's way - mum thought that this will last forever. I wouldn't mind, the medicine is really helping.

Now I'm hungry, but I can't eat before seven o'clock... that's the dark side of those tablets (´□｀｡)

I hope that the camp goes well and everyone will have fun! I'm still unsure about the swimming thing. I really suck at swimming, I can't breath while I do that. Well, no one is going to force me.

Now I should write, and watch Alice nine's Nico nico -channel things. I got the english subs for them ★

I'm happy to understand.

- ilona -

Tampere & stuff

I'm going to write about our trip to Tampere. Noora was with me, of course ☆

At 11:45 we were at Tampere - we walked to Koskikeskus, which is a big shopping centre. There we met our five friends, and then went to eat something. I paid nearly all food, 'cause the others didn't have money... will I ever get my money back? 。(´д｀lll)

Well, we spent about four hours together - mostly took pictures and sat under the sun. I didn't get sunburn, which is a miracle. I burn so easily... I had luck this time.

The we went to Europehouse, and everyone was silent. I felt it was distracting, but just in time the saviors came.

All day long I had seen a girl with black and red hair, and I wondered if she was our PSC-cosplay's Aoi! She appeared in Europehouse again, so I got brave and asked her. Yes, she was our Aoi, and she recognised me! I'm our PSC's Hiroto

Our Aoi (whose name is Mila) had too friends with her - our cosplay's Uruha (Fanni) and Masato (whose name I don't know.) Soon our Shou (Minna) appeared with her friend, and we talked about many crazy things.

We ended up leaving with them, and we spent about two hours just talking, taking pictures, eating ice cream and having fun. They were all really nice, and we got tight hugs before we went home.

I'm still smiling... the evening was so fun! And we are going to meet again when the fall comes. I'm allready waiting for that eagerly (ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ

Today I went to town and met my friend Kiia, and some of her friends too. I had fun time again, but then my tyrannic mum called me back home. I promised to paint the wall tomorrow, but she wanted me to do it today. I was angry and disappointed, but now I'm feeling good again.

I bought a really cute necklace from JC.

I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. Paint more? Maybe. I'm going to write my fanfiction anyway. Maybe I'll call Noora again...

On monday I'll go to town, because I must but some shirts and shorts for my confirmation camp. It takes six days and it'll be really hot... I'm going to die. Well, I try to survive! I should also dye my hair, because the reddish color is fading out and turning to orange. I want it to be red.

See ya! (・∀・)

- ilona -