still winter

There's very much snow out there (・∀・)

Actually I'm bored to it. It has stayed so long~ but today the sun shined, and it was very beautiful. I'm waiting eagerly for the summer. I miss warm days. But this year I'll also get to know my next school, so the waiting is a bit... painful. I love my current school. The people there are important for me.

Right now it's a bit hard 'cause of all stress and school things. But I'll do my best and settle everything the best way I can! My new year's promise was, that I'll try to make my wish come true. I'll do it.

I just argued with my mum... she's angry, 'cause I don't want to watch opera with her. She said every single horrible thing at me that I know... not feeling too good. I'll get over it soon enough.

I wish it would be tomorrow already. I'm maybe mad, 'cause I love school so much that weekends are nearly painful

Now I must read mathematics for tomorrows exam. I'm going to fail it so badly XDD

- ilona -

new pc!

Hello!

I got a laptop yesterday (*＾ー＾)ノ i'm so happy. This works perfect for me. Though there's one hardship - the keyboard is French. I can't find ö and ä so easy, for example, but after a bit searching they turn up from surprising buttons.

The school has started well. I'm longing for history lessons, but no can do - I'll have to wait about four months before I get them. But I've learned to enjoy the Germany lessons in a different way. I'm proud of that.

... every time when I write here I tell that I should go and talk with our counsellor. This time is no exception, 'cause I should do it again... maybe tomorrow, if I catch him. He walks so damn fast

Our geography exam is on Friday. I should prepare for it.

Today at choir we sang "Phantom in the opera". It was very fun, when I got to do the voice of the main girl... Charlotte? Was that her name? But I enjoyed nearly screaming the high vocals (*^o^*)

I still have chocolate left from Christmas. I'm going to be soooooo fat XD

- ilona -

new year

It feels like it's been ages since I last wrote here. I'm sorry I'm not active, but there have been a couple of... things.

My christmas wasn't very bright I ate well and got nice presents and stuff, but... I didn't get the feeling. Actually I felt sick and very bad the whole day. Like I was losing something. The feeling disappeared after watching Singing in the rain.


I spent the change of years with few friends. The evening was a bit silent but I kind of enjoyed it. Year 2010 was awesome, maybe one of the best I've had. Bad and sad things happened too, but I try to forget them. I'll make the memories shine (・ω・)/

Las few nights have been horrible. There's one guy I miss so badly that I dream of him every night and wake up nearly crying of longing. I try to drown myself into books.

At the moment I'm totally hooked into the Aubrey-Maturin -series. I enjoy sarcasm and the main characters' way of speaking. Because of that saga and movie I'm hooked into Boccherini, too. Great man, great music!

Tomorrow I'll stay at home, and on Wednesday I'll go to Tampere. Maybe. And on Thursday Turku is waiting for me.

Btw, I saw my history teacher today. He has so funny way of standing, that it couldn't be anyone else. I miss his sarcastic notices o(；△；)o

Now I'll try cheering up and going to bed.

- ilona -