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I'm counting days until I finish finals.. still 9 days.. -.-

weekend

I thought I need to go to the new apartment I will rent from July this weekend, but I don't need to. I'm happy about it because there are so many things to do this weekend.

In less than 2 weeks, school work will be done. I can't wait--

I want to go to ryokan.. and eat good food there.

-_-

Tired.. I've been really busy with school work..

I have finals, projects, presentation.. @_@

Getting relaxed

Strange tiredness and unsecure feeling are being released gradually. I didn't want to do anything yesterday and I was scared of every thing but I felt better by the evening. My friend wanted to have BBQ since today was a holiday, but when she called me, I still didn't want to go out, so I didn't go. I was worried if this feeling remain for long, so I'm relieved now.

I still need to be careful of forcing myself to do things I don't want to. When I do things too much, I always get rebound.

Neck still hurts tho.. >.<

>_<

I don't want to do anything-

I don't want to talk to anybody-

I don't want to study-

My neck hurts-

Pepole are mean--

mou iya--

I just want to sleep-

I'm tired-

。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

Depressed feeling

My mind was really unstable yesterday and early morning today. I felt like around my stomach was grabbed by something and didn't have power to do things. I think I was really tired. I woke up around 8am and that strong feeling still remained. But I slept for some more hours and woke up around noon, I felt just ok. When I'm tired, I think the chemical in my brain becomes really strange and affect my feelings. I don't want to be influenced by chemicals too much..

I have many things to do this weekend- -___-

Longer weekend

This weekend is the longer weekend... but I will be busy making lecture notes accumulated because of the exam for the other class and also doing assignment for the final presentaion. And I need to go to Torrance too.. to apply for a new apartment. I think my days will be hectic for a few weeks and when I notice, it will be my commencement and move to Torrance.

Time is passing by..

It's been a loooong time since I went to Kyoto!! I actually went to Eigamura too. But it was more than 10 years ago.. I wanna go back there--.

can't remember..

I thought I had something to write on my blog, but I forgot...

-.-

I blame midterm--.

Anyway I'm done with modterms finally.

@_@

Studying is too much----

midterm..

This will be the very last midterm in the normal quarter, but I'm just hoping it will finish soooooon.

tired.. -____-