Getting relaxed

Strange tiredness and unsecure feeling are being released gradually. I didn't want to do anything yesterday and I was scared of every thing but I felt better by the evening. My friend wanted to have BBQ since today was a holiday, but when she called me, I still didn't want to go out, so I didn't go. I was worried if this feeling remain for long, so I'm relieved now.

I still need to be careful of forcing myself to do things I don't want to. When I do things too much, I always get rebound.

Neck still hurts tho.. >.<