the end of a longer weekend
I could study a lot today. I wasn't unwilling to study at all. If I can continue this, I think I don't need to go back to Japan. Now I can't hang out with friends, but when my studying becomes stable I will start everything I want to do.
I spent time by myself this longer weekend. It was really really good for me. I could organize several things in my mind. I think I don't need to be sad or lonely anymore. My feeling is so light. I hope this will last long. o(^-^)o