I have been so negative.

I think I have been so sulk. I couldn't get what I want, so I was just waiting and being not nice. It's really time for myself to stop acting like a child. I have been pointed out that I try to get what I want (and at the same time I am sure I can get it) by crying out like a small child. But I couldn't fix it until now. Shame on me--.

I have got more things I can't predict and I don't know how they are going to be. But I just follow my honest mind and make the best effort as much as possible. All I need to do is trust. (｀∀´)