found out

I found myself worried about something this morning. I couldn't help thinking too much even though I thought I pondered enough last night. Many worries came up in my mind and I couldn't find why right away.

I was thinking what I was told last night. I found myself dissapointed and shocked by words I was told. I tried to organize why I was that worried. Then some things that influenced my feeling occured to me and made me feel down more. I became stressed but I didn't give up till I found the solution. When I was on the way to my place after class, suddenly I found why. I am expecting too much. I'm expecting a 100%.

Nobody is perfect. When I think about myself, I always think "how dare I expect people to be 100% even though I am not close to perfect at all."

I don't think I am stressed now. In order not to fall apart after the stress gets accumulated too much, I think I always need to keep track of my mental state.