Hard time

I am not that serious even though I wrote "hard time" on my title. I mean "funny hard time" (hopefully). What I did today was do a group work for my language class. We have to make a skit in that language and tape it, but one of my group members made the lines without discussing it with members. So I've got the most embarassing role!! The plot is like this; there are two boys I like (why?) and those two boys like me too, and they fight over me, finally I choose one boy (what is this??). I needed to SKIP with each boy in the middle of the campus! (Actually we did at the place on campus where there were fewer students but still..) I can't believe I skipped! It is since I was very small!! I wanted to kill myself there. All I was thinking of was that I SHOULD NOT DO "COMPLETE DENIAL." I believe that I can pass by anything no matter how much I hate it. Then I acted one of my parts. My voice was too small because I was so nervous. And I still have more tomorrow! This is disasterous!!!!!!! (;;)

We are supposed to show the video tape to other classmates. My classmates are going to laugh at me>_<.