the end of life

I don't know what I want...

I don't know what I wanna do...

I wanna escape from here...

I wanna be alone...

I don't wanna see anyone...

I don't wanna talk to anyone...

I don't know what to do...

I feel like everyone hates me...

I feel like I don't belong in this world...

I feel like I should disappear from this place...

I feel like I shouldn't have existed in the first place...

I want to leave...

I want to leave everything behind...

I'm a horrible friend...

I'm a horrible daughter...

I'm a horrible band member...

I'm a horrible person...

I'm sorry, everyone,
I'm sorry for everything I've did in the past.

I'm sorry I appeared in your life...