Again.

I over-expected myself...

I thought I could hold onto myself a little longer...

can't believe I've broken down, again, already.

It has just been a short while since 2011 has started.

Less than 24 hours to be exact.

I don't wanna continue being like this.

I felt like my heart was being ripped open.

Or worse, like it was being stabbed million times.

Or it was plainly just shattered like glass.

Where can find the cure to the pain?

What is there to heal my heart?

Who is there to give it care and comfort?

What am I supposed to do now...

I'm sorry to start off 2011 with my emo-ness.

Deeply to my apology.