ok,well sounds famiria..oh thats a song ive heard few years ago.
today's my study was great!i pround of myself.but i think i studied very hard cuz of this weekends.
cuz...its been disasterd recently like looser.actually im not totally looser though.
today.theres a Freamarket in Nakanosakaue and i sold some clothes with my friend.
well its was crazy cold and made us felt sad cuz we had to sell clothes in shade!its like disaster.
so we closed our store earler than we expected and went to restaurant.
but you know,it was fun.
after i went home,i made a stupid song.stupid,but its true.
title is "i wanna talk more loudly!!"sounds like jazz.
well,its true.i think its the truest story ive ever thought.
when i stayed with terry in ventura La,i could talk loud loud loud.i could open every window even neighbor looked at me,stear at me.
but you know what,in here i cant do that as i did in La.i know its different between here and U.S.
but i wanna say loud!i tired of being quiet in my room.
i know im japanese and Japanese culture.but sometimes i really wanna run away from my country. am i right??
actually i dont care whether my Englsih is wrong or not.japanese care a lot.but its doesnt matter.
my song"i wanna talk loundly "is like "open my heart."
cuz saying something lound =open my heart.
thats why i wanna live in La.its not east.west is best.
okay so,i decyded about few things.
as you know ive been studying for 5 years,theres bad and good.when i couldnt study as i expected i thought "Job falt","someone's fault", its not my fault,
but you know what,actually its my fault. Totally!
if i really wanna do that i could do even im tired,even theres no time.cuz thats what i want.
and one more thing, ill never think a lot about stupid anymore.you know,theres no worry about!
i know ill have to study more seriously,more hard.ill have to save more money,
yea bring it on! baby
okay well im gonna back to study