It's abrupt, but・・・
At first, purpose of getting tested
I want to know if there is no hidden disease
But for some reason ・・・
The more inspection I do, the more anxious I become, and the more obsessive I feel that I have to do it, the more I will not be able to stop inspection
Just getting tested doesn't cure the disease
So now, I feel very calm
Well now, windy and cold, but sunny and warm during the day, basking in the sun
I hope that calm days will last