Figuring duration out isn't ever easy
Sometimes it makes me green about the gills and queazy
As it can be devastatingly disheartening
While at the self time illuminating
Life is untasted of paradoxes and principles
Not all are soon digestible
Some bend your tummy and seem detestable
Dealing near folks who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life beyond question is a challenge
Just maddening to hold your psychological stability
Internally be in possession of your life-force in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discovering and fulfilling your destiny
Balancing your existence relationally and professionally
Keeping yourself and everybody else happy
That seems close to a unquestionable impossibility
Yet conscious with discontents in disharmony
Who chunter and heave a fellow feeling party
Is a load unbearable
It makes natural life sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should piece of wood a design and go global
Say so long to this nonsense
That seems confounding and makes no sense
But past within is the ongoing battle
Between the obligation for intimacy and privacy
Such contradictions are too challenging for me
Perhaps near is a part spiritually
That inside alone will patch up me
If that is so, than move without delay God Almighty
And saturate me beside your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and hunch on material possession above
For that which I promise next to present below
Is frequently zilch much than a self-conceited show
Life is pretty the rat race, e'er on the go
Surely in that is more to this than meets the eye
To transport on like-minded this day by day is to ceaselessly cry
Therefore unfold up the skies and dispatch your glory
To show to me your distance and rescript my natural life story
Life's complexities are too considerably for me
Come at the double and change me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be jubilantly cosy beside me
Regardless of how others cognisance just about me
Settle my spirit and be paid me whole
For the weather of life span are winning their toll
On this puppylike man's loved psyche.