now, my feeling

hey long time no see my blog kk
today I reread my blog that was written about a month ago:) I thought I wrote good expression!! lol

recently, I'm feeling like board
but I know why
there is only one reason
what I don't speak in English
I have not tried to speak in English

this is the truth I think..

I have said that I am trying but I didn't

what did I do so far...
my English is still horrible.

I just live here
I don't think I am changed

that is not good...
I should be changed
I should change my situation by myself

there is no one who can change my life except me!! I have not to forget this.

and I must not satisfy with now

the first step is to have a aim which is BIG

I will speak except Japanese!!!! this is the thing that only I have to do!!


I can do it I can do it I can do it Hikaru!!!!

everybody's here, by my side

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hey log time no c:)

hi how are u ??

im going good.
im getting used to live in here UCM i think.

anyway, i have a roomy! she is so nice!! Pam.

i like her i wanna to talk more but my speaking skill is horrible...

but i have to try to speak english anytime.

i've lived in here for 20days.

its difficult to speak,,,
im thinking about my future..

when i came back to japan, where will i be,,?

now im thinking i wanna take regular class in UCM and i wanna live here
and i wanna speak english more and more..
and i think i can do it.

anyway i realized the most important thing.
that is to be as me.

in America, nobody care about me i mean nobody care about except myself.

so i should be so.

do what i want to do
do what i should do

that's it.

just do it.

no one expect my possibility so i should show how well i can do it if i want someone to understand me.

and my behavior is the same as in Japan i think,,,but i think i can find real me in America with friends!!


i can do it everything!!

uhh still jet lag

today was 8th.

i went to international room with Nana after morning, we got new friends.
his name is Kris and Chinese girl.
He was so nice to us and he brought to Japanese restaurant.
i ate pibimpa.
i felt it delicious!!
after the lunch we have to go campus tour, but except Saki, we went to Kris's house.
we ride on his car's back lol

from 5pm, we participated in welcome party!
so many students were coming and did some games.
one Korean boy taught us Korean game, that name is Sanmyokku!
we say number in order and if you say the number with 3,6 or 9,you have to clap without saying.

we did Choa and another Korean girl so that was funny.

when we were doin another game i asked question from question card to Korean girl maybe she was Myumm something and then she said to me that am i half blood?
i was like wow lol hehe


came back to home, and i got sleep and taking shower and we used laundry!
we were talking with Don u. he looks like Naoto intiraimi so much!

soooo thats all for today:)

i have to get up so early tomorrow morning at 6am for orientation :(

sweet dreams everyone^^