For learning in business school, trying to change my job and tryouts to find how to live the rest of my life, I need to think about what I truly want and that needs to be realistic.


This ‘realistic’ is not that something I enjoy.


I don’t want anything that I think realistic,

and if that is all I can get, I don’t want to live anymore.


I want miracle.


But I think there’s hope since tomorrow’s goal is not a goal I can see today for people are changing and growing.