well

it was quite long day today.


some accidents were happened and its about chemo

honestly I dont think it was my fault ha

coz I did just my work

とりあえずばたばたっとしたり

何人かの人が嫌な思いしてるとこをみたり

いろいろ複雑だった。


i was talking with patients during my work

and was absolutely deep

we were chatting about illness and curing and death

well I don't wanna get big surgery

coz of not natural coz of don't wanna live long coz of I wanna do what I want not doctor wants

that's why

でも意外と同じ考えの人で驚き

闘病してる人とそんな話するのはおかしいけどね

でもまたいつものように話しちゃった


just before now

i was walking around my place

was very quiet and I could listen chirping of insects

all of building was old

some families are yapping

I don't know why I feel something in my eyes

just automatically I said 明日もがんばろ

that environment makes me that kind of feeling

it was very curiously but not clearly why did I feel

my attitude is positive and have a confidence


haha I need more training

and wanna be monk haha kidding


anyway


明日もがんばろ♫

おやすみー





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