insomnifervm

insomnifervm

I only exist from october to march

"elongation", extension, some magic to make time feel like an inauspicious element of heavy breathing amidst harsher reality.

 

how is life? you ask. I ask you if I can call. Too much shit happened in too little time and now my perception of time is horrendously altered. Was it last week? last last week? It was 4 days ago? or some kind of a dream.

 

to summarise I

last weds (7/8) asked I guy to dinner,

last thurs (7/9) had a long talk with a guy

last fri (7/10) gave out balloons and taught people how to make balloons, billiards

last sat (7/11) went shisha with a friend

last sun (7/12) spent a whole day in school for tagakunen, spent the whole night with a guy in our own little group

this mon (7/13) nothing

this tue (7/14) got asked out after exams

this weds (7/15) had dinner with intern people and a whole exchange on "omg theres this guy"

this thurs (today)

 

I keep ending up in weird chats with the said guy, and as much as I think it is really a good thing it escalates real fast from "I'll just comment this tiny thing" to FUCK i have other shit to do and it's...sweet...you know... very much...


And then my other half of my life just revolved around keion and trying not to fuck up gingnan boyz at the most basic level (which I did) and then battling a suspicious cold that lasted for 2 weeks. Summer sucks.