It's been a while since the last blog that I've posted here. A lot of things happened, and I can not bother myself to remember each one of them.
The only thing that I could say is....
Life is getting harder and harder day by day. People still struggling with live, and they're trying to survive. And I'm one of those who still struggling and trying to survive, because I'm aware that I've been having some signs of depression again.
At the beginning, I'm kind of denial and pretending that it just a tiredness. But by each day, as the time goes by, I can't be denial anymore.
All of these are definitely the symptoms of depression. Like you know, I'm having insomnia again after a while, having a difficulity to eat, having lack of confidence of myself, and can not bring myself to doing a daily prayer to God.
This is bad,
I'm not joking. But again, I don't know what I have to do. I'm feeling hopeless and useless at the same time.
With all of these worries, anxieties, and uncertainities...
The "devil" inside of me is slowly getting worse.