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It's funny how my mom flips out about me having more than one light on at a time in the house and me wasting mediocre leftovers due to inflation making things more expensive, yet she regularly spends money on used designer things?? 

 

She spent 500 FUCKING DOLLARS on a FUCKING BELT. PLEASE explain to me how that's good financial management?? What kind of idiot would spend 500 dollars on a belt that they may wear once or twice?? 

 

I used to not think this way as strongly about financial decisions until my boyfriend came into the picture and now I find myself judging people's financial decisions at times which isn't necessarily good

 

On another sadder note, my sister and her fiance broke it off a few weeks ago. He basically changed his mind about marriage in the past year, did some things my sister wasn't super happy with, emotionally neglected her in the relationship more than she could tolerate, and was also dealing with some internal issues he needs therapy for (aka a marijuana addiction). So just a combination of unpleasant factors over time caused things to fall apart, which is really sad because they were together for like 4 years

 

He wrote a letter to my parents about the breakup, and used exact lingo from the NA/AA meetings that he went to, which speaks to his true character of not truly knowing who he is and being easily swayed by outside influences. My sister can not be with someone like this long-term, or trust the idea of ​​a stable marriage with someone this unstable, so she decided to break up with him. 

 

Thankfully it wasn't something like cheating, but it was bad enough to where she couldn't take it anymore and was walking on eggshells not knowing where she stood with him. She decided to stay where they lived together and told him to move out which I think is savage

 

I was sad about it for a couple of weeks because he was someone that cared about me genuinely and I truly thought that he was the one for her, and I sincerely wished that HE would be the one, but I guess sometimes you don't always get what you want in life.

 

 

Alsooo...I'm unfortunately failing my drawing class (which has been nothing short of absolute HELL and I'm falling about what my grade will be like in a month from now. I'm behind on 4 assignments, which will take DAYS to make up for, and I am currently at a 61% when I need a 70% at minimum to pass  

 

I definitely will be having a SHIT ton of work to do in the next month if I want any chance of potentially passing this class because like HELL will I ever be taking it again if I fail it  I will literally go to the dean and beg him to exempt me from the credit due to my ADHD disabiling me from passing the class

 

Anyways, this was going to be a quick 2-minute post, but I guess it turned into a vent session summarizing the past couple of months I've completely abandoned this blog...