Feuer desu.

At first, Mom said she was going to "abduct" me tomorrow, and it's making me extremely 0_0... but then, she said she would have things to do tomorrow so she would be going here on Sunday instead.

Usually, I don't believe in miracles, but somehow... this time I really hope that there will be a last miracle. I'm running out of time, and I know that if I use only my own strength, I will never make it. Let's just hope things run smoothly.

Watching my life from the observer perspective, and imagining as a TV serie or something like that, the season is coming to an end. However, like most good-rating TV series, right before the end, comes an ultimate conflict, which actually had been built up since the beginning of the season. Whether the characters can make it depends on the script.

Sadly... in this TV drama (because my life really looks like one), I'm the main character, and The Director didn't tell me what to do. SO, maybe I'm gonna improvise, and be a little OOC (out-of-character), but... I really need to settle things once and for all. I've lost a lot in my life, and I don't want to lose this one: RED.

Wish me luck


Feuer deshita.