The Bottle Of Bones
Note : #334
from “ This must be the place I waited years to leave”
I could never understand the madness of wanting to become a veterinarian because of his blood phobia, and to make matters worse, my brother was an incredible philanthropist who couldn't even kill a captured mouse or cockroach. It was also Dr. Jekyll and Mr.Hyde. Sometimes, with a smile on his face, he can feed his pet frogs such as frozen guinea pigs or live crickets, which are difficult to look at properly.
That's what I always think when I interact with a brother like that.
"It's tiring to hate others. I don't care if I'm criticized and rejected. I don't care about fame or wealth as long as l have passion inside me. Do I have passion in me right now? That's the problem."
瓶の骨
補足: #334
“ 僕がずっと離れたかった場所 “ より
血恐怖症で獣医志望なんていう狂気の沙汰は僕には到底理解できなくて、おまけに兄さんは捕獲された鼠やゴキブリでさえ殺すことができないとんでもない博愛主義者だった。そしてジキル博士とハイド氏でもあった。ペットとして飼っているベルツノガエルの餌としてとても正視できない冷凍保存されたモルモットや生きたままのコオロギを時には笑みを浮かべて平気で与えることができるのだ。
僕はそんな兄さんと接していつも思う。
"人を憎むことは疲れるんだ。自分が罵倒され否定されてもいい。とにかく自分の中に情熱さえあれば名誉や裕福なんてどうでもいい。今現在自分の中に情熱を宿しているかどうかが問題なのだ”と。