連想起來都覺得痛苦的甜蜜回憶是以什麼樣的理由存在著呢？
到底要怎樣才能忘掉而假如忘掉又會怎樣呢？
爲什麼我要思考要怎樣才能忘掉而思考要怎樣才能忘掉本身是一件痛苦的事卻一直在強迫自己思考呢？
到底我在說什麼呢？（默
連想起來都覺得痛苦的甜蜜回憶是以什麼樣的理由存在著呢？
到底要怎樣才能忘掉而假如忘掉又會怎樣呢？
爲什麼我要思考要怎樣才能忘掉而思考要怎樣才能忘掉本身是一件痛苦的事卻一直在強迫自己思考呢？
到底我在說什麼呢？（默
Kong Kong is a pretty place,
if all my friends are here.
I finally start to have the feeling that I belong to this city.
after 1 years and 1 month.
I miss London thought.
G xx
exactly 1 month till my birthday.
I have set myself a target 3 years ago to be achieve when I turn 23.
it seems like it is not going to happened.
arr, at least I have achieved part of it, kind of.
I'm such a useless 22 turning 23.
well, in 1 month time.
I can't sleep again.
this is really annoying.
G xx
I tried finding photo of my baby.
but I just couldn't found any for a very long time.
dad said it was because we hardly every taken any with him.
I regret that a lot.
Baby, I love you.
p.s. please don't laugh at his hair style, that was how he liked it.
G xx
綺貞!!綺貞!!
綺貞!!綺貞!!
綺貞!!綺貞!!
I am still very excited.
綺貞 is coming to perform in HK!
I was so excited that I couldn't sleep at all when I know that she is coming.
She is sooooooo pretty!
旅行的意義(The reason for traveling)
It is this song that I attracted to once upon a time in that music festival.
Her voice is so pretty.
I want to see her again.
G
somehow I start to feel scared after night out recently.
I just get anxious when my room is pitch dark.
I never had this problem though?
I always have a room to myself as far as I can remember and I always sleep in pitch dark.
how weird?
I tried turning the bed side light on.
but I can't sleep unless is pitch dark...
there is a conflict?
how weird.
Good Night.
"I am not going to give up"
God know how many time I have said that.
I am not going to give up.
I won't give up.
I will never give up.
Christ,
No one know just how much I want to give up deep deep down.
I have to keep saying that,
so everyone know that I won't give up.
then I just CAN'T give up.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Everything is just so frustrating!
I am going out for another run.