I throw up last night.
It was 5.30 am as far as I can remember.

I felt so sick and dizzy that I was woken up.
I looked at the clock and see that it wasn't time to get up yet,
so I just tried to get back to sleep and hoping that it will go away *laugh*
but it didn't so I woke my parent up, told them I am sick,
then the next thing I could remember was running to the bathroom.
The funny thing was that I just threw up, brush my teeth and went back to bed as if nothing has happened.



Oh well,
at least I feel fine now.
I am guessing it is because I ate too much yesterday.

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I went for a outing with Tay today.
I need to go somewhere that can clear my mind and think of what should I do next.
also to celebrate my birthday early since she will be in Japan already on my birthday and has started her new job.

We had a nice time together today.
it was so tiring yet fun.

she gave me that Tatty Devine necklace for my birthday.
is a charm with a gin bottle.
we saw it outside the shop together few years ago when we were both in London.
I said I really want it and she remembered.

it was really sad when we are going home.
I don't know when I will be able to see her again.
it was fine when she was in London,
since I know that she will come back twice a year.
But she can't if she is in Osaka :'(

all of my friend that I care are no longer near me anymore..





陳麗麗, don't go...


She expects me to be at home 24/7.
She expects me to be available for her anytime she needs me.
She expects me not to go out at all and apparently friends are something no necessary.
She expects me to tell her everything since I shouldn't have a private life.




My mum is such a control freak.


















Honestly,
she know nothing about me.

G

我下定決心不再糾纏了。
因為糾纏很累。,
(笑)



所以他也可以鬆一口氣了吧。



G



I have thought through it.
and I have made my decision.
There will be no worry anymore.



G