chicken

I haven't written my diary for few days.

One reason is surtainly just it was troublesome.

But one more reason is that I hated to write it.

Few days back, I started to read a book in English.

Their English was graceful enough to make me feel a shame.

(It's natural when I think it's a published book.)

I've been frustrated my English for 4 months.

I can't feel improvement of my English after I came here actually.

The biggest reason of it is that I have talked only few people in my office.

Then now I have many routine works so I started to use only some words in conversation.

Maybe I should chatwith others more but sometimes I can't do that just because I'm chicken.