Friends

I received a message from my father and brother.

I hadn't contacted with them after I came to India.

In his mail, I had one sentence which makes me consider.

"Do you have a friend in India?"

I couldn't answer it soon. Friend...

When I was in Sapporo, the answer was clearly "Yes." But now...

I have some colleagues to talk about something.

I can say good morning someone in my office.

But something is different from the case in Sapporo.

One big reason is my English skill.

Actually, sometimes I'm afraid of having a conversation with someone in my office.

I'm scared that I can't communicate with them well.

It is the biggest difference between India and Sapporo.

I didn't want to write these negative things, but now I have to change.

I can't deceive myself anymore.

I can change.

I must change.