Happy new year

ok, u should know guys that i LOVE say sarcastic phrases and all that stuff xdd

This year has been really annoyin' D: (2nd January) only 2 days and i'm already annoyed xd! wtf

Thi guy thinks that he can do whatever he wants with me... i feel like i'm done, and i just wanna cry!

i dont want him to feel like he can do that... i want him to feel like he lost me and realize that he needs me... but i'm not sure if he really does...

i dont wanna lose him, even if he never was mine....

He has been a lil bit distant and cold with me....

and when i think about that i wanna cry... he doesnt know all the pain he can give me doin' that...

I'm pissed... really pissed, and sad.. yea

Whatever... maybe i'm done with him.

You are such an idiot, u know? xd

I mean, C'mon! xdd how can u tell me something like that D:!

ok, i feel i LIL BIT pissed but it's ok xdd i will forget about that bcuz was so.. STUPID xD!

and i love him anyway xd!

I'm not in the mood to write something loong so... that's all for now :3! but i'll come back (^O^)/

Merry Christmas!

I had such a borin' Christmas xd but i have new shoes xd!

I feel weird about him, i mean, he told me that we should stop everything, that he wont leave her but, we still talkin' and he still sayin' things that make me feel confused now... but then y act like .. cold or he doesnt care xD!

i dont understand anything (-_-メ

and i'm still waitin' this from him, he doesnt even talked to me in all day D:! probably he playin' videogames like always xd! but i miss him -.- this is not the same and it will never be either D:

I feel something really deep when i see the comments or things from her (girlfriend).. like i hate her xd! like i wanna cry and become crazy xd! like i wanna see him and kick him (((゜д゜;))) or something xd!

and i'm always rembemberin' when he came to my house, all the moments... he does too, he told me... i wanna believe him -.-!

I HATE FEELIN' IN THIS WAY! damn it!

and i didnt eat anything in 2 days xd not bcuz of him... was just, i didnt want to eat xd! and now i feel like a eat a lil rice and i die xd! my mom thinks i'm depressed and maybe she's right xd and she's really worried bcuz i'm not eatin' normally D:!

ARGH! i miss him -.-!!(TωT)