I'm still feelin' horrible, my head is killin' me and i've cried all day! all the fuckin' day -.-!
i cant believe this, i need him, i completely need him with me (-з-)
i hope he realize that someday D: and maybe es really stupid to say that i feel like he needs me too, bcuz probably he doesn't...
Oh God, i dont wanna feel like we're done, i don't wanna feel like it'll never be the same...
i miss our talks we had until 6 in the mornin' with the webcam, seein' him sleepin', makin' me smile and embarrassed...
i feel like all of those things are sooo far away from my present now... i dont wanna have a present without him -.-!
i feel pathetic! it souldn't be like this, right? maybe he doesn't deserve me... maybe i need someone better. But for me he's the best thing that happened to me this year... i dont wanna have this kind of christmas, like i wanna cry all the time, thinkin' about him...
MY FUCKIN' HEAD IS KILLIN' ME! i miss him soo!
i'll start to cry again D: omg -.-!! this is horrible xdd
Anyway, i dyed my hair! now is violet! i feel in power xd!
and i cut it too :3 i feel pretty xd is like, girly and cool at the same time (?) xd!
Have a nice day!