楽しそうにしていても、心の中は悲しい時は多々あります
Even if I'm judging from others, am seeming funny and am doing, when the mind is regrettable, it's a lot.
お酒飲んで・・・ごまかす
Do you drink liquor, and... it be cheated?
寂しかったり、悲しい時は、こんな絵を描くことがあります
When being lonely and sad, such picture is drawn.
自画像のつもり
It'll be a self-portrait.
昨日、仲間である、医師や弁護士たちとの定例の飲み会だったけど
It was a regular alcoholic party with the doctor and the lawyers who were my company yesterday.
楽しい定例会なのに、なんだか気分がすぐれなかった・・・・
Though it was a fun regular meeting, feeling wasn't somewhat excellent.....