There's one thing that has been killing me.
A guy.
You'll be kinda surprised by how I met him and what our original relationship was.
When I was in high school in America, I was staying at a host family's house. They have two sons and they were both older than me so they were not living at their parent's house anymore; the older son was in college and the younger son was in Japan because he was stationed in Okinawa.
I've met the older son, but I had not seen the younger son until last year.
When I met him for the first time, my heart was beating so hard I don't know why and since whenever, I started feeling something special for him. I had known how he looks like because I had him on Instagram, but I had never felt like that.
Actually, when I saw a pic of him for the first time, I texted my mom said that he is cute. lol
Anyway, I finally met him a year ago. We just added each other on Snapchat (he asked mine), but we hadn't really sent snaps to each other until the end of July; he sent me a pic of a menu from a Japanese restaurant and I replied: "Any plans visiting Japan?"
That was the beginning.
We started to Snapchatting every day, and I was kinda trying to let him know that I like him.
I remember one time, he sent me a pic of himself saying "Happy International Friends Day!" I was like I wish he'll say "GIRLfriend" someday.
AND!! He said, "We are going to go so many dates when I'm back"!! I was soooooooo happy.
I don't remember since when, but he started sending me pics of himself half-naked (or even completely naked, but the only top part of his body in the pic).
I realized that he'd been sending those pics because he wanted ME to send that kind of pics (I asked him).
But it's a secret relationship so no one from his side knows about this.
