goodbye, old friend.
goodbye, good night.
all i ask is for a normal life. but thats too much to ask for. im not normal to begin with. -____- yabaiidesuyoo.
i think the situation was the break through i was truly looking for.
I finally learned my lesson and I regret doing it. but at the same time, if it never happened then I wouldnt be where I am now. I just want to start clean. and this time i truly mean it. fuck man, im scarred for life ever since then.
Im afraid of the real world; i was honestly buggin out when I got caught doing it (esp when the cops barged into my room) and along all of that, i lost someone really important to me - a girl with a purpose. she was emotionally hurt - scarring her for life. she never deserved this. i never thought they were that strong and had a devastating side effect. although you will never read this: sincere apologizes to you and hope for the best in the future. im not asking for you to be my friend again, but please understand that i never meant for any of that to happen and it was truly just bad luck. all I ask is for forgiveness. feel better.
aaaandd those are the consequences. everything happens for a reason, so i suppose that happened for a reason too. hit in the head. all of that experience made me understand that the outside world is truly nothing to mock about. from now on, all i want is an optimistic view on life. and thats it! i want to be genuinely nice, just like rebecca or yosuke. i just want be simple. i envy those who have nothing to worry about except school work and relationship problems. stay clam and carry on
I WANT TO START FRESH YOOO!
somebody teach me how~ :(
soo stressful, now i have more shit to worry about besides finals and etc.
(inconsiderate)
goodbye, good night.
all i ask is for a normal life. but thats too much to ask for. im not normal to begin with. -____- yabaiidesuyoo.
i think the situation was the break through i was truly looking for.
I finally learned my lesson and I regret doing it. but at the same time, if it never happened then I wouldnt be where I am now. I just want to start clean. and this time i truly mean it. fuck man, im scarred for life ever since then.
Im afraid of the real world; i was honestly buggin out when I got caught doing it (esp when the cops barged into my room) and along all of that, i lost someone really important to me - a girl with a purpose. she was emotionally hurt - scarring her for life. she never deserved this. i never thought they were that strong and had a devastating side effect. although you will never read this: sincere apologizes to you and hope for the best in the future. im not asking for you to be my friend again, but please understand that i never meant for any of that to happen and it was truly just bad luck. all I ask is for forgiveness. feel better.
aaaandd those are the consequences. everything happens for a reason, so i suppose that happened for a reason too. hit in the head. all of that experience made me understand that the outside world is truly nothing to mock about. from now on, all i want is an optimistic view on life. and thats it! i want to be genuinely nice, just like rebecca or yosuke. i just want be simple. i envy those who have nothing to worry about except school work and relationship problems. stay clam and carry on
I WANT TO START FRESH YOOO!
somebody teach me how~ :(
soo stressful, now i have more shit to worry about besides finals and etc.
(inconsiderate)