Song of the day: Today My Life Begins - Bruno Marsおんぷ
Love ft. Bruno Mars - Jaeson Ma


lately my self esteem has been..
"shh dont tell anyone, its a secret"

What am I?

Would you say I have high self esteem?
do i look like a fake?

does it seem like I'm hiding something from you?
Are you suspicious yet?
On the verge?

I've gone mad. なが
but as everyone says "If I'm mad, who is not?"

BUT
who is to judge who is what and what is not?
RIGHT?
Or has faith brought me to this. IM NOT SUPERSTITIOUS!
YET
I'm starting to doubt so. everything i believe isn't reality.. no more.
To me at least. 涙

Could I find something better then dream?

Do you think people can change at will?

"Or does commitment play a role?"

Can we change others or are we too arrogant for that?

さああーね。

But...

"I will break these chains that bind me
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins..


- regret for the past and fear of the future -

Yet my self esteem is still.. below average.