Ohhh.
I didn't do 篠笛 training during the 正月 holiday.
After the showcase in February,
I got more and more attracted by this beautiful instrument.
I'm gonna get through this


BTW,
These days, I keep on watching some US cheesy TV dramas.
In the drama,(which is in NY fashion business society )
They have different cultures, socials, ages, fashions, philosophy,
that I've never learned.
But sometimes I even shed tears for their words.
We are living in so different world,
but still,
there are some common human dramas .
One middle-aged woman said,
" I was not surprised at the situation.
But I was surprised at my feelings,
how much I was shocked by the situation. "
This word is so true.
We have a cosmos inside.
And we would never know how it works when we are in a certain situation,
like a chemical reaction between the person you love.
Maybe we try to "think" and "act" properly, case by case.
But we may fail when we ignore the cosmos inside.
It can't be controlled by your brain.
Well, I guess "by heart" you can tell.
Or, by the cosmos outside of the body, we will see.
OK. too match fantasies.
Good night