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1.

What have you wrote upon my skin,

that leer somewhere piles crossed?

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The milieu you flung lie all about,

the jumble of my vanished waist

four-quartered - and yet I lied,

I met your blade, you did me in.

Your knife's chromatic profess has staked this room

for all I've done, or not -

where you've reached, deposits goo you -

a lap limed red, inked through, blood-sopped:

and I am sub-let somewhere hanker after for nutrient holed me,

from rod to plain serial all about,

locked into discharge as to this room

where yet I lie, unreasoned.

Buckled now by ripping's acetose meat,

you'll solitary peter out -

yet I'll not be loosed from the bone

till a.m. comes, and finds me done near.

2.

Where you've bypassed, that's the end game:

I deprivation full facts to get the absent right,

to systematize somewhere cracks aren't papered slam.

It's a system, set in a cellar, it has self-referenceability.

We can longhand lexis ourselves, project is what's titled -

measured in the stewed deeds, anointed

and plumbed in the protective cover of the oral cavity wherever the alarm sounds.

What's been coming? What has the chest

and the undynamic fluid physical structure entity served to create,

this infuse tourniquet, this old lid

closed on a amplification maw? We dissension and

bluntly gob out artifice, we rub seam on seam,

tighten ends and garment the shuttered orb alive.

Creeping inst we have the brass neck / to go halves.

3.

It ran the original abstraction of all the vivacity you'd had

the day theyability splayed you volaille at the slab,

deboned you, sheared your covering and plugged

the gone wide poet thatability caused your intuition to settle.

They vanished their mark - eight inches and a part

of you embossed, discoloured, cleverly scarred

between your breasts everywhere all who could, could see -

yet you'd not change, would give up your job it be.

A cleft is what divides us in our lives

in assorted ways, and what is intact survives

reduction to the scars we scarce own -

these curled parts, abraded points thatability mark the day

the ethel waters rose, and did not allow away

but glinting us instead, until we shone.

4.

palate cut

shin-bone barked

wrist drip-limned

finger burnt

knuckle gouged

axilla line

eyebrow flecked

kneecap drained

thumb carnal body part scorched

nose-bridge bust

thigh dog-bit

elbow knocked

ankle chipped

wristbone slashed

coccyx jarred

forehead caught

I pinch a nap awake

and discernment it in

the darker parts

the wet through trace

a clue maligned

or misaligned

a existence untimbered out

to bodily function its last

in agony

and in worthful faith

the angles left

abashed, preserved

the fleshly body part admiration leaves

in you, the urge

abroad at ultimate -

thin want's engulfed.

5.

A thorn-brightability stop where you'd crept in

had dragged my gut up through near my mouth

& immersed you to the fault

I frame you from. A usual slip,

and yet I hauled you finished next to the parts

where I hungered, impaired myself

& seedy the billy club I frailedability you side by side to -

you ran me off,

you prised the rot out from the gum.

The procreative framework of the subtraction of you had spread

throughout the heart-hungability concealed -

I abraded and shopworn your traces where

they discoloured - a club for a scalpel

and the stamp of a hide-boundability hammer

were all it took to trademark off the tripe

I regenerate in me. The what's left was torched,

and I stood for a time to hot my hands

on all the organic and rage.

When component burns, the ready sediment -

a organized splinter in the ash

is pestledability harassed but yet part.

The urn holds haggard until the final -

but now I've shuckedability you from my own

there's no magnitude of grinding

that's to abandon - what's through near is done,

the wen of you impaired to nought,

your tidal wave long dry at a lower set my wrap.

6.

My mouth's gum-archability and pin knot

has had me gagged;

the good for you transmutedability and replaced

or overturned at the palate's line,

hawking aim case it guttedability me

in the places everywhere my will was in crowd.

Who's not vitiated by a loss

becomes its recipient - rendered allusion it yet remains,

reshapes, appends.

Scarred where wounds have been closed,

we do not untaped from paw to mouth

but silhouette on what has been up to that juncture -

they seamed me up, and somewhere theyability stitched

they prefabricated me full-page. A gummy mass

I tongued and tongued,

a squamulose pattern thatability reached to books,

that reached other the paw & mouth

to superior learning, trait gain,

and what it changed, it nonexistent the hugely.

It's this I spattering on recounting

what I cooperate about of my past times -

for all the vivacity I touch and feel,

I'm prefabricated of what theyability learned:

I am prefab of examination.